Greetings y'all ,
Fare thee well February , I find I doth not detest ye for thy hath proffered both problems and positive potentiality .
February gave is freedom, hope, a greater sense of who is on our
side with genuine love and honesty and who is creating sciamachies and
offering verisimilitudes . In one way we became safer and less stressed
in another we became more cognizant of the irrationality of ignorant (
yes those lacking knowledge ) individuals retarding their personal
growth whilst attempting to anchor us and more aware of how dangerous
unstable individuals can be thereby living in greater fear for personal
safety, by that I mean we have been verbally assaulted and threatened
repeatedly by people who aren't involved in our lives or situation. Poor
Ace has been living with an amygdala that is constantly firing. Ace
bore witness to individuals walking in the light and those hiding from
the light, to those who love and support themselves and others with
positive energy and those who create drama to hide behind and avoid
looking within and facing and conquering internal demons. He was given
two distinct and clear cut paths and futures. He has seen the results of
feeding both wolves and has greater clarity to the causation of
choices.
So in spite of the fabricated sciamachies others presented we rose
above and are marching forward into that great unknown of the future .
We do so with the knowledge of having several good and watchful
neighbors. Neighbors will to defend and protect us in a responsible and
respectful and safe manner with out anger or aggression but with grace
and dignity.
In two short days the love of my life turns ten years old. I
blinked and he got to the age of having numbers in the tens place. Ennui
? No not per se more a sense of pride of how much he's grown and how he
is still my snuggle buddy . I have said it before and will reiterate we
are beyond broke , but we are not broken. I have the pure and
unconditional love of a child who knows for 3,650 days I've been his
defender, protector , guide and cheerleader. I am graced with a child
that brings untold and plentiful blessings to my heart and home. We are
Herbie the Dentist and Rudolph the red nosed reindeer ; we are
misunderstood , and are unique while being " independent together" . If
we could only get the rest of the universe to buy into the fact I know
my child inside and out, better than anyone else does. We are the
Robinson Boys !
March is the month of our birthday and our rebirthday, that is the
anniversary of my divorce. I must say Ace is fortunate to have a loving
and caring mother active in his life, one he can call or text anytime
and who enjoys his company and quirkiness. He has finally understood
that his family loves him and divorce and nothing to do with him. He is
wise beyond his years. March offers us Spring and the hope of fresh
seasons and new beginnings.
Thanks for reading again today folks . Hope you have a magnificent March !